Tuesday, October 4, 2011

So my life is in shambles again, what else is new........

Well I've been away a while because of computer wifi problems. I found out tonight that I could finally use my phone to get on here. Things have definitely been interesting with me since I last logged on. My ex and I have been sleeping together since the end of may as you probably read before but to me it doesn't feel like much has xhanged accept now we have ni title and are not saying I love you. There is a good amount of people who still think we are together or atleast bound to be together but it's hard to say mainly because I do not know the future. Though, I certainly wish I did because when I'm with him it feels like he has an eternal battle going on atleast towards me buuut I can be completely wrong which wouldn't be the first with him. Though I can feel certain things brewing more on that later.

I've also been dealing with my whole MS developement. I still have yet to be put in any type of medication for it yet so I guess well see how that goes though I am not keeping my fingers crossed since my medical will officially be run out by november and that is because my mother is on disability. -_-

Another thing to develope is my job has gone straight to hell. This had nothing to do with me but my managers mistrust.

I'm in utter stress mode and I know it's not good for me to be.

Well I just wanted to put up a quick note. Btw sorry for all the spelling errors.

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